An Eagle Built my Nest - When answers aren't sufficient
How can I sleep?
How can I dare to close my eyes and put my soul at ease?
Why am I allowed to dream?
What have I done to deserve this opportunity
to take myself away from reality
and just rest?
to allow my heart to beat easy within my breast
to feel warm and safe inside my nest
my nest....my nest
my nest of hypocrisy and hatred,
an Eagle made it
she flew over the world and blocked out the sun,
swearing she was protecting everyone from its rays
when in reality her shade, was nothing more than a charade
an Eagle built my nest
she flew into the most beautiful lands she could find and
stole not the branches, but the roots of the trees, leaving behind
desolate, generations of third world countries
all while humming, "the home of the brave. land of the free"
and she piled these uprooted brown treasures under my feet
an Eagle built my nest
she said, these sticks need to be cleaner, more pure and right,
she painted them white
an Eagle built my nest
"These sticks need to be more secure," she declared
and before I could share my unshared views,
"War!" she declared
"Terrorism, drugs,"
"the best way to stick these sticks together is with blood"
So the Eagle declared war under the name of love.
an Eagle built my nest.
I ask you once more,
How can I sleep?
How can I dare to close my eyes and put my soul at ease?
Why am I allowed to dream?
What have I done to be gifted with this escape?
am I human, while the children of Gaza have become ape?
Have the Burmese changed species
and therefore lost their human rights?
The children of Syria no longer fly kites--
correction; there are no more children left in Syria to fly kites.
Their own government is killing them one by one, peace is not in sight.
yet I have the audacity to feel safe at night
An Eagle built my nest
She told me I was blessed.
blessed.
I am so blessed that I don't even feel the need
to say my prayers before falling asleep
I hold myself almost immortal
in high esteem
there's no need for me to dream, I mean,
what more is there for me to see?
I feel like life for me,
life for me is guaranteed.
I will wake up tomorrow
and the day that follows
as if this body of clay is mine, not borrowed
I feel so safe in this nest
in this tree, the highest in the forest
nothing is above me!
Is this how the thoughts of the blessed should be?
An eagle built my nest..
but who, who built the Eagle?
The Eagle once said it was me
for the people, by the people, a democracy.
but the wise, the wise say there's an entity
that we will all meet very soon.
so powerful, all he says is, "Be."
"kun," faiya kun.
"Be." and it is
Be, and it is no more.
I may be on top of the world,
but he is the one who created the core
and everything between it and the surface
and everything was built perfect,
everything, with a purpose.
Remember that sun the Eagle blocked out?
Well, the Eagle is a creature who needs rest just like I,
and today, she was knocked out.
So I lifted my eyes and to my surprise
the sun, the sun is brighter than I ever expected
and everything the light touches, knowledge is reflected
ignorance rejected,
illuminating my mind, changing my perspective.
clearing up misconceptions.
and in this light,
In this light, I glance at the sleeping bird
and to my dismay
where the Eagle once was, a vulture lay.
A vulture
devourer of culture
a soldier
and I, a prisoner of war
my nest a home no more
with bars--there're guards posted outside my door!
the wise, they call the sunlight "noor"
the light of the righteous.
they say, if you pray five times a day
you might just
you might just understand
why we must take a stand
against the oppressor's hand
give back stolen land
put ourselves back in command
because only a fool,
only a fool believes the Eagle is anything more than just another man.