Dream of Nothing
Last night I woke up shivering,
Scared out of my mind.
I clawed my way out of the duvet,
Too horrified to scream.
The only thing that I remember is a dream,
It started how they normally do
Constrained by reason and reality.
But as I drifted it changed
The images dropped all form
Like pixels falling as rain.
As the clouds off color pops dried
My eyes were empty.
Not blackness, nothingness.
That is nothing but sound.
The voices started out peaceful
Speaking like lines from a song
But then the jumbled words came,
Yellow pepper hankie softly sugar
Then just sounds unconnected,
Fa ss or e mon ut bl
Still in the peaceful tone.
Slowly, slowly the pitch began to change,
Shifting back and forth
Stern, sweet, seductive, angry, sad
Yells and whispers, screams and cries
Finally white noise.
I was floating in the nothing, hearing nothing
I did not have thought, I was not me.