These dreaded words of fate(discarded heart)
By Nashon kemp 
(I like you)
I bask and wade in the rivers of my mind...
Lost within this dreaded take of  time...
To fall for another seems so out of line...
But how can I not with these desires of mine...
I try to stay true but reality comes through...
Bitting me from the end leaving nothing left to chew...
Blinded by the Beauty never by the reality of them...
So much looking from afar never got to truly love them...for who they are...
Oh wait reality smacks me...
Its the opposite...
Purposely reversed...

I'm the one not loved for who I am but oh well its been like that since my birth...
My forth coming was my short coming...
Girls wade towards me but as soon as I confess I realize and see not one coming...
Thought I had one by the line and on it like a fish...
But it all came to the light all she cared about was materialistic bliss...
I.e. The value of things to her was only important...
So when I showed her and gave her my love if it wasn't green and tangible...
To her it wasn't realistic...
But I soon found out she and her desires weren't realistic...
She was like the devil and upon my lips I let her bestow me soft burning kisses...
So now when I peer into my soul I see no way out never felt my heart whole so I learned to miss my heart entirely from the start...

So I like you began to become the dreaded words of fate I would use to seal 
A deal before it became too late...
Now in my soul I bury myself and wait for fate and time to create me a true love...
And as I wait I commence the gathering of the peices of my heart...
This way before fate brings me my true love ...
The  creating of my new heart shall  start...