please don't try to fix me

never will you truly see

what i deal with deep inside

I'm hurting aching set me free

stop saying that you understand

you'll never know my cards at hand

my joker mocks and laughs at me

stop telling me to be a man

be a man 

i don't think i understand

you tell me that ill be ok

depressive demons form a Klan 

don't you say that its ok

cuz all i see is my dooms day

my feelings fog my glasses up

and all i ever see is gray