The Dogs
A dog named Hunger gnaws on my stomach
Growls at me whenever I cannot eat
Demands my attention while I’m in class
He has a sister who lives in my mind
Her name is Anxiety
While she does not bite me
She barks sometimes when I least expect it
Most days she is fine and easy to manage
Yet when you only have a dollar left
And you’re still trying to pay the rent
While studying how cameras work
And learning Ginsberg’s Howl
You just hope that the dog Depression
Does not decide to wake from slumber
While Hunger and Anxiety can be ignored
Depression will not be denied
He doesn’t just bark or bite
He is a wolf that must be tamed
Praying he doesn’t break his chain
Or he will cloud you with shame
That you are not good enough.
Despite the grades you make
The hours you work to stay afloat
You know that if you succumb
You may fall in the abyss
Stricken mute by the sum
Of all the turmoil that comes
Standing before the doors of their father
Whom I have come to call Poverty
While walking the fine line
Between freedom and ruin.
It is a battle you know you must win
And despite the help you may receive
With these dogs hunting me
It’s no wonder
Why one must learn to survive.