Discovery
I was alone,
Cramped in my mind,
Displaced,
Unheard,
Seeking some attention i probably didnt deserve,
I was alone with a pen, a piece of paper and my thoughts,
Swarming,
Devouring Me,
Threatening to spill out,
I needed a out,
And taking a life is not the way so i stayed and began my journey,
Journey through my past,
My present,
And what i hoped my future would be,
A journey of discovering me and what i was capable of,
I discovered love,
Peace,
Happiness,
All which i needed so much but because i didnt have it in myself,
I couldnt find it in others,
I discovered emotions i never thought were possible,
I found people who saw me,
Embraced me,
Loved Me,
I discovered me,
The little girl with so much anger in her heart,
She became blinded by it,
I spoke with her,
I cried for her,
I hated her,
I accepted her,
And a year later i was able to let go of her,
Wieghtless,
Thats what i felt,
No more burdens,
Grudges,
Or hurt,
All replaced with positivity,
Discovery,
And appreciation,
My pen led the way,
My thoughts guided it,
My heart spoke with it,