Dieing of Heartbreak
I opened my eyes yesterday, saw the world slowly turn grey.
My feelings disappeared, I had no words left to say.
My mind grows numb with the pain I have held onto.
I know there is no turning back, there is nothing I can do.
I am human, I am bound to make mistakes, daily.
I am perfectly imperfect, that's how your God made me.
If you saw the pain I hold every day....
Would you save me from this torturous pathway?
Every day my heart beats less and slows down.
Then I die of heartbreak, and I fall to the ground.
Will anyone offer me a hand?
Will anyone help me stand?
I need to get back onto my feet again.
But nothing will make this broken heart mend.
Just please, open my eyes, open my eyes.
I need to see the truth and not these lies.
If only you knew how much I loved you.
That even now I still do.
But tomorrow I will open my eyes to clouded imaginary clouds.
And I will continue to live my life, living in only shrouds.
I will lie back down and drown in my dreams.
And I won't even care when my heart bursts at its seams.