I’m in this dilemma

With what I want and what I am

My mind is a dichotomy

I just wanna find a time to flee

From all this hurt that’s inside of me

Don’t know what’s wrong with me

What you get is what you see

Standing right here in front of me

This is not who I want to be

Hating what’s become of me

Don’t know what I should and shouldn’t be

Wish I could find the key

To discover my calling

What’s inside of this one little thing

That’s causing all this unreasoning