Darkness,death,decay...I think I want to die today...I might turn suicidal today...life feels like a conundrum of pain and disappointment...and I can't afford the ointment to heal the cuts and scars on my mind...love comes into my life like a hurricane and it seems to get decimated and washed out all the same...life is so lame and nothing seems to heal these cuts on my brain...I need a hero today.