I try to be strong,

an I fail,

I lost your trust some how,

along the way,

the fights we have, 

trying to hold back the tears, 

I scream in my fear,

 you hold my secrets, 

my fears,

an  my heart always,

you say its over, 

however its not true,

you trick me in to leaving,

over an over again,

an i do,

then i come runing back to you,

but now i can't,

run or even walk back to,

I'm paralyzed from hips down,

now im leaving for the last time,

but i wont be able to come home to you,

I'm dying,

to death do us part,

remember?,

before i go,

i want to  say,

 i love you no matter,

how i must go,

i always be with you.