Dear self harm see you 

 and i have a love 

And hate relationship

I don't hate you but 

You leave ugly scars 

On my skin i don't 

Hate you because you

Help me feel i don't 

Hate you because at the

End of the day you are

There when no one 

Else is but to be honest

I do hate you some 

Addresses relationships 

Swimming all of those 

Things i had to give up

Because of you i hate 

You because of my good 

Days i look at my scars

And i get mad at myself 

I hate you because the 

One time i got into hospital

Every nurse who tended to 

Me lost why would you do this 

And i had no valid explanation

Because how could i sum up

My entire life in a single sentence

But i can't blame you for things that

Happened before you came into 

My life i hate you because you bring 

Me joy i hate you because the only 

Light you brought into my darkend

I hate you because you are my 

Weakness i hate you because some

How i know nobody will ever love 

Us both i hate you because you are

Comforting like a blanket in winter 

You keep me warm for another day

Ill say im done with you but i’d 

Stumble and you’d be there to catch 

Me like a mother said she does to me

 reminded me that everything is going

To be okay but it isnt isnt it yes in the 

Moment i feel alive how does that line

Go again and you bleed just to know 

Your alive but three months down the

Line its a skull taped to the grave but 

I don't really hate you because you and 

We are all one of the same i don't hate 

You Because i went and took apart those

Razors i don't hate you because i went 

And Cut to deep just to see if i could die i

Dont hate you because you truly 

Helped me in some messed up 

Way you helped me control my

Emotions you help me shut down

The voices in my head i dont hate

You even though you tore me down

You brought me right back up 

And one day i'll throw out those 

Razors for good one day i'll look at

My scars and smile for the battle 

That i fought or smile and show them

To the world because they will be a 

True reminder that i beat the monster 

In my head that one day may not be

Today but it is someday and that i 

Believe