Dear Second Love
I've never met a man with a name like yours
Like the color you get when you mix two already unique colors
Found you on my palette
and didn't care to use
I thought to myself
He seems nice but not interested
My brush was preoccupied mixing other paint
At times I'd glance over the bright hue of your smile
Even then I'd want to be alone
As I tried and tried not to dip my brush in your paint
Eventually you made your way onto the canvas
When I noticed you there were no other color touched
You touched my soul at a wavelength I wasn't used to
I know I shouldn't but painting with this color created emotion I had
forbid myself to have
Drying among the rest of my piece you inticed me to indulge
Just had to use you again
Caught myself painting you all over the walls and the ceiling
Sewed you into the tapestry
Wore you whenever I felt sad
I found myself dumbfounded at how well our pages turn
At how fine our story now prints
You continue to read me at my darkest chapters
And still you decide to read on