Dear God, if you can hear me than, tell me why people treat me like I'm nothing all

the time. Just so they think that what they are saying is going bother me.

For all, I know is the pain that are going through is where I once was when I didn't

even have enough strength to pull myself out. Oh, and they also talk behind my back

and laugh in my face. Come on I need more than a vacation, more than your I'm

sorries and apologies because right now my mind is saying fuck you but my mouth 

won't because I'm too respectful and nice to everyone who does not care about me

but it's sad to say when it's your own family and friends who you thought cared about

you but all along when they only cared about themselves and no one else.