Dear heart, you are as soft as feathers and as fragile as glass, yet you hide yourself away behind a wall of rock and stone, you love people yet you want to be left alone. When you were the only thing I used to follow, now you just seem hollow!
Dear fists, you are as strong as metal and as quick as bullets, yet you still are as gentle as falling snow, yet you seem to want to hurt everything!
Dear eyes, you shine brighter than a star in the night sky, but your light is burning out and no one notices. I’m sorry for what you had to see, but don’t make my mind replay them on loop for it does not deserve that!
Dear mind, I know you have had problems before but you need to stop calling me a whore! For I am not ok and you know it yet you won’t let me show it! So why do you say these things that make me betray my body!?
Dear arms, I am sorry for what my hands have done to you and I'm sorry that I can't stop what has been done, so I'm sad to say they have won.
Dear hands, why must you break and tear away my skin and flesh leaving behind a broken mess! You know it hurts every time it happens! So why must you make me stay and watch, when all I want to do is cry because you make me want to die!
Dear legs, you are as strong as an Ox yet as weak as a flower, you stand stronger than a towner, but you have been broken and hurt so many times, I fear it’s time to say goodbye to wanting to be the best, because you make me a mess.
Dear mouth, You say things I don't mean! You lie and speak the unseen! You make people cry and want to die! But that never matters because you don’t care! All you want to do is be a bitch that makes me want to lay down and die in a ditch!
Dear back, you carry so much that it makes you hunch as if you have the whole world on you! You feel so weak and it makes you want to quit. For even if you did you would be suffocated under the pressure that is life! And you wouldn’t even get to stand because your spine is broken, your ribs are shattered and no one thinks that you matter.
Dear body..I’m sorry for everything that has happened. I'm sorry that it can’t be undone. If I could help I would, but I can’t say or do what I don”t believe in or want to do! For all I can see is him every time I look in the mirror! He haunts my dreams and chokes me when I breathe! And you know this so why does it happen to me?! I hate you so much! You make me lose my lunch! I hope you decay every day! I hope you die along with him! For I do not wish to be seen with either of you.