i wonder if you’re getting my signal up there

a livestream of my dreams and realize you often played a leading role

do you see me?

did my nights drowned in doubts and my memories with you reach you up there?

did my well wishes and conversations with God reach your heart?

do you hear me ?

i called for you more times than counted

wishing i could remember every detail of your speech, the heights in your voice

the joy in your spirit

the love beaming from your being

can you help me?

i look down in my showers

and i cry so loud so that only you can listen

no one else will see me like this

i need you with me so i can be brave

i need you with me so i can feel strong

i need you with me so i can feel like i am not alone

Signed: your dearest granddaughter, tu niña.