A Dead Man's Tale
A Dead Man’s Tale
Once was a man that lived in a time
Beneath a bridge, no one could find
Hid himself beneath this bridge
Concealing itself, behind a large ridge
Nothing wrong with the man
Far as anyone could tell
Appearance at surface seemed so well
No deformities, noticed upon his shell
Only difference within this man
His glands don’t discrete
Veins hollow bands
With no blood pumping within
He questions himself and how he still lives
But is he really living?
A question often asked when he’d reflect
Question is posed, answer always averts
Concerted efforts
To learn the girth of human worths
Quite a large spectrum of emotions to birth
Why don’t we start with disorders first
A more perfect teacher, he couldn’t find
These snakes could instruct
While they dined
On the souls of their class
Lessons they taught, only add to conflict
No escaping from this prison, within the addict
Wondering each day, how to live in this skin
Never worn with comfort
Base desires always flirt
The question he posed at the start of the tale
Was he born with this affliction
Was it learned from the tongue
Of snakes that compel
Never giving a chance
To see if this life, could ever advance
Passed past and to brighter pastures
Up over that ridge
Narcotics Anonymous?
(lol JK)(Swear I’m sober, it just rhymed)
The fear inside him, never allowing him to stray
By the snakes at base, Hissssssing a kiss
But if fear’s an emotion, how could he be dead?
A dead man could never ascend
The spectrum of emotion
Excluding disorders
If he felt fear inside
And fear’s an emotion
Who’s to say happiness can’t reside
If only Moses, had revealed
To part the sea
The great chasm, the great divide
So much distance between you and I
Happiness, lies on the other side
Up over that hill
Explore it he will
Like that one guy, Bear Grylls
If only he’d been born
With the name of a beast
But metal still
Like a grill
A name so cool, never a pause or a lull
In conversation or survival alike
No one would dare tempt him
In fear of being impaled by his spike
While optimism grew for the man
His grades with the snakes
Began suffering
His Leal to them had started to fade
Innovative ideas started to blaze
What is the truth?
He asked himself
Is he dead inside?
Did he blindly accept these snakes’ diatribes?
Everything he knew, he learned right from the chute
No evidence to refute
Having accepted his demise, and given the boot
To the first level of hell
That is where he shall dwell
A place where time stands still
An escape from within?
If he could congregate the will
How could he know, for it’s never been tried
Venturing past that ridge, where no one yet ride
Accepting that he, was born to fight the good fight
Never known love, or passion alike
Accepting that life was a long path of strife
Each hardship befallen his patience worn thin
What am I doing here?
How do I escape this sin?
This thought, and this alone
Separated him from the rest
Because we are what our minds tell us to be
Hope we think the best
This man might have just been unique
No telling feature on the outside,
But heart concrete
Other distinctive features must’ve come from within
Never fit in, expelled to that bridge
Spent most his life staring at the ridge
And if you stare long
Surely, the truth will reveal
All this time, staring back
No longer concealed
Finally able, to see what was always there
People that loved him and cared
Began to remember these people so well
Memories fade in, is he under a spell?
He was indeed, one the snakes had to sell
For the story of his existence began from a point
The snakes are remembered as the only voice he could hear
Nothing was remembered before that foggy day
The truth of his sorrow that beckoned his call
Ignored for so long, he had forgotten the treasures he once hold
Realizing then, this world he felt
Was born from within
The realm, lay not smelt
This story was fabricated and fed from the snakes
He thought they were his friends
But, make no mistake
The snakes fed on souls, and the good ones taste great
This man was once happy
Where did it abate?
The demons outside that lurk in the dark
Find their way inside, casting their shadows that murk
Even the sharpest mind cannot escape
No matter how hard, he jerks or shakes
Influenced by one push in the past
Of that needle, that enters the vein
Only to find there is a clog in the drain
The blood that once flowed and carried his high
No longer getting by
Insignificant, the high
Blood, no longer pumping,
The well run dry
The rage that succumbed him
Akin to the snakes, he had become
Only time will tell if he can break from underneath their thumb
This period of darkness, was born within
Trauma from his past suffering
From deep waters it surfaces like a sharks’ dorsal fin
Image now, he sees it clear
This is the tale of the man made of tin
So soft was his will, so weak was his drive
Blame can be placed in many places
But his susceptibility to temptation
Only the faintest amount of accumulation
On that desk, where it was found
When and where it came from
Unknown to me
Would’ve taken a test
Always wanting, to fit in, passing on the sin
I will fix myself later, but later never came
Hard to make a change, when living in shame
The can he kicked on down that road for so long
Had finally stopped, and stopped fast it did
The kid needed some medicine
To wake from his walking slumber
Returning to the past
Of times when the love he felt would take him aback
Finally, seeing the truth with both eyes
He cried and he cried, wishing to die
Had his life passed before eyes?
Or was there still time?
Was his spirit alive?
The dark clouds that had surrounded him for so long
Began to divide, the blood began to flow along
For this man was never truly dead
Inside his head, the lies were fed
That he was better off alone and with sin
Then beside a beautiful woman that loved him
Even though he was weak as tin
To come to terms with what he had endured in the past
Buried his pain so deep
Beside the roots
Repressed horrors he had reaped
But the iron was cast
No need to live in regret
At least if he were alone
Could not hurt those who fret
About his well-being, or so he thought
Turns out he was wrong
The lesson got lost in the plot
What was he thinking, when taking that leap?
The price that he paid, God damn it was steep.
Snakes never have, a good bargain to offer
The man should have declined
Should have been his own author
To a story of what could have been
How different it would be
Unfortunately, he will have to live knowing
He paid the ultimate fee.......