Good thoughts no longer have a home in my brain.

It seem as if I'm going insane.

I feel so alone and ashamed because noone's the same.

But still I hope to soon change,I hope to refrain 

From the thoughts and actions pursuded by my inner demons

I sulk while my inhabbiants scream "Please Forgive Us"

My unworth soul yearns for deep Repentance

     

       I fight a vicious battle to suppress the evil.

I refuse to be left defeated , every day is a strife to gain extra leaverage.

After his deeds are done I am left with an electric feeling

My soul is filled with  remorse for the deeds I commited

My life would be alot less hecktic without him in it

 

Sometimes I can't belive the words I utter

It feels as if she is the deer and he is the hunter

She naps peacefully next to him  not a sound is sputtered

We fought a subliminal war as she awoke

Naive to the fact he was about to gut her

 

Still she continues to saunter behind him diligently

Unaware her life will be attempted on imminently

I fear one day he will wage war and my efforts will be of no prevail. 

What hurts the most is she wont understand her betrayal

 

Tear flow as his blade sinks deep within her

He seems so kind but hisblood runs colder than the winter

I long for peace but it is as if I am stuck to this torture with a strong adhessive

I will might never get away as long as he lives

But I will fight as long as my heart is beating

Though most people will judge me , say I'm an evil sinner

They often forget to reflect on the dark secrets within us.

 

 

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