There's a hole in my soul,

An emptiness in my heart
That rattles with every sob,
Breaking up my bones and
Shaking up my recovery.
I go a little bit farther each time,
But it still hurts.
I'm triggered 
And you slip back into my mind,
Where you've made  a home..
Because no matter how far we get,
I'm afraid I'll always love you. 
Because I don't lie.
And I keep my promises;
No matter how dumb,
No matter how impossibly 
I still love you more than anything in the world. 
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