An emptiness in my heart

That rattles with every sob,

Breaking up my bones and

Shaking up my recovery.

 

I go a little bit farther each time,

But it still hurts.

I'm triggered 

And you slip back into my mind,

Where you've made  a home..

 

Because no matter how far we get,

I'm afraid I'll always love you. 

 

Because I don't lie.

And I keep my promises;

No matter how dumb,

No matter how impossibly 

Hopeless. 

 

I still love you more than anything in the world.