Damaged Beyond Repair
I am stuck in a bound,
with the chains you found,
but how is that fair?
That I am the one left damaged beyond repair,
For your sins,
For the feelings you lost deep within.
I sit and wonder why me?
Why is the girl I used to be?
But truth is I know why,
I can no longer be vulnerable,
The results are horrible.
I can no longer trust,
Cause where there is truth there is disgust,
No one wants to hear the thoughts you have to bear.
I often think about that knight who died with a loving thought,
cause till the end he would have fought,
his family he would never leave.
So why am I stuck with the family of thieves,
A product of abadonedment that feeds the raging sea,
That you can find deep within me.
I try to calm the storm,
But it was your hand that closed that door.
A heart I tried to fix,
Instead it left me in a twist.
It wasn't even my job.
I was the kid!
It really isn't fair,
Am I really that damaged beyond repair.