the feelings buried deep within

there slowly cutting at the cage there trapped inside 

(but so am i)

coming up to the surface 

spilling my guts just to keep a secret

i cant tell anybody

its hanging my mind and 

drowning my heart

setting my dreams aflame 

cowering at memories coming back

the nightmares returning

fear filling my soul

haterade cutting at my wrists

sadness fills my eyes with tears

but i can cry

so im screaming inside

these secrets are haunting me

the shallow feeling in my chest returns

maybe i should be hangin with the gallows

so...

why cant i just....

burn this body

this cage

let me hang with the gallows

let me drown in your tears

nightmares and memories

whats the difference?!?!

they both haunt me

wishin i could spill these usless guts 

 kill my love and kill my brain

 kill all the feelings trapped inside of me

 kill everything that i once held dear

-KILL IT ALL

-LET THE WORLD BURN TOO ASHES

-JUST LET IT ALL DIE

 LIKE I DID THAT DAY 

Wowie how could i be so rude~ 

dont worry love~ 

you'll die to~