It's not legal

not tv appropriate

not pg-13

to show a woman's face

while she cums.

Men

we can watch 

full body jerking

and 

grunting

with

pornographic white noise

in the background.

Why are we afraid

as a society

of female pleasure?

Boys grow up knowing

what it looks like

feels like

sounds like.

Girls don't.

Seventeen going

on eighteen

I've never had

an orgasm.

After three boys

and countless nights

alone

I still don't know

what I'm looking for.