The Cry of My Heart
My heart cries out to you
God of the past, present, and the future too
I struggle to stay on the narrow path
As I battle the Devil's increasing wrath
My journey is slow
But I still have room to grow
However try as I might
I cannot be my own light
Looking for you in all that I see
God please show yourself to me
I've been suffering for years upon years
How many times have I shed hundreds of tears
Friends are few and far between
Lord what does this mean?
Have I always done wrong and never right
Where did I go wrong in my life
My days are hot my nights are cold
I am too young to feel so old
I can't keep going like this
My days of ease I miss
My plans have changed over and over again
This battle on my own I can't win
But I assure you I have tried
Why are you just sitting by
Do you care that I'm hurting
The Devil my soul is mutalating
My shoulders are weighed down
Am I lost or am I found
Show me God that you are real
Eras this doubt that I feel
I love you Lord but I can't stand
Please raise me with your loving hand
I trust you Lord with all my heart
Accept this praise to you that I impart
My heart for your love is aching
Steps toward you I am taking
But with your light I know I'll be
Your child for eternity
So even though I struggle and I'm beaten down with pain
My God you'll always pick me up again and again