i don't know what to do,

i feel that moving

one way or the other

will cause a

chain-of-events-i-can't-control-please-make-it-stop

so i don't move,

so i'm stuck.

i'm not sure how to unstick myself,

because

everything

weighs too heavily on my shoulders, 

hardens the pit in my stomach,

sullies the ache in my heart

which way do i go?