a craving for seclusion
I've been breaking hearts for far too long
And now I've broken my own
I will voluntarily enter solitary
And leave my life alone
I don't want to fix it,
I want to slip into nothingness
And take comfort in the empty space
Sew my lips shut and seal my doors
Never again show my face
My brain works too fast anyways
But it just looks like stupidity
I'm a slow, stupid, neat freak who can't decide
How to govern my thoughts without rigidity
Maybe I can carve my heart out and sew it into a rock
And drop that rock into deep water
Perhaps then I will smile knowing I've sent my soul to the slaughter.