Cows
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There once were cows who left their farmer
The world was a sword and the cows his armor
He came to Buddha and his monks one day
And said so hopelessly “My cows ran away.”
Buddha hadn’t seen them, he pitied the man
For reasons his monks did not understand
Buddha told them “This man was sad because he had cows to loose”
He was holding onto happiness only fate could choose
So everywhere he traveled he looked for black and white
He searched for his cows for the rest of his life
If he didn’t have cows, he would have nothing
He suffered so much to end his own suffering
“That’s absurd” many must think
It’s like swimming with an anchor so you don't sink
But all of us do it too
Think about your life, you’ll see its true
For years it seems I asked myself “How?”
When Buddha said “free your cows.”
I chased after love I had never known
I thought I couldn’t be happy alone
Hoping that if someone would finally want me
It would stop the sorrow that haunts me
Everyone said “Love will set you free”
But it’s your prison so you have the key
I was chasing after something I couldn’t even see
I looked in the mirror and thought ‘how can this be?’
I tried to change everything but still I was me
The world was spinning and I was shaken
That is when I was awaken
I feel like this because of a boy
To me he was hope but I was a toy
What you thought saved you left me destroyed
I don’t need love to still feel joy
I feel joy from stars in the night
I feel joy in ending a fight
I feel joy in my plane taking flight
I don’t need love to feel this delight
I can finally see what I’ve always known
The cows are free, they were never my own