Conflicted
I find myself conflicted
Full of rage
Tears held behind
Just for their sake
No longer do I see the love
Just the hate
I'm ready to scream
And find that sudden relief
Yet I stop myself
I stop and think
Am I right to be mad?
I beleive I am
But another part of me says no
So I ponder on
Feeling ready to cry
Then to punch away
The demons within me
That feed off the anger
The rage consuming
The flames erupting
So hard to control
My soul is empty
Marked and unloved
Ready to disperse
To leave the world behind
And start anew
In a place so quiet
In a place so peaceful
In a place so beautiful
It would bring my eyes to tears
Once I'm there
Id be free
Free to be me
Free to roam in peace
With no worries in mind
Just being at ease
I would finally be happy ...