Conflict
I want to scream
But I stay silent
I want to run around without shoes
But my shoes stay on as I sit
And I stare at the frozen statue of a man
He is hanging there by iron nails
And there is blood pouring down his arms
But despite his pitied appearance
I want to scream
Tell him that my day is horrible
And that it’s all his fault
Because he’s supposed to be a merciful God
But I stay silent
The words claw at my throat
Trying to escape me
To form the feeling of feet on soft grass
I want to run around without shoes
But in the city there is broken glass
Trying to stab into your foot wherever you move
And running can be dangerously suspicious
So my shoes stay on as I sit
And the hole in my chest deepens and widens
It is trying to suffocate me
And no matter how much i try i can’t heal it
And i stare at the frozen statue of a man