Confidence for the sake of moving on
Location
It's nighttime in Chicago, at Navy Pier tonight.
The Voice is here; but mine has taken flight.
What's come over me? My heartbeat's on a bed of spikes
I runaway and find my voice under the bed, where it hides
Often cries to itself; it is bad for it's health
"It's a phase, it'll pass," I'll Resay to myself.
A small thief in the wind traps my voice in a jail;
Another scream drops in a bottle where the sound has lost itself.
Being put on the spot, whether it's small or big
Getting a stranger's attention or to sing for a gig
In a show,, with the clique, for the adults and/or kids
Damn, low self-esteem and stage fright have my thoughts in a blur
All eyes are on me, none of them are from a tiger
Wishing I was bathed in confidence
I image all the differences;
Doors unlock and keys once stolen return like a man's best friend
Maybe now my support would be so much bigger
Than my mind, heart, and voices my mind makes up to listen.