
Clumsy Scars
My alarm shrieks
and almost robotically
my arms and legs
remove the covers
and put me on my feet.
I fumble across my
squeaky bedroom floor,
reaching blindly into
the darkness
until I feel the
familiar switch,
and then silence.
Except for the sprinklers
outside my window.
My hand traces the boards
on the wall until
“click;”
unexpected brightness
fills my room.
I scan the floor,
find my worn tennis shoes,
and pound the dirt from
yesterday out of them.
Then I lace those
trusty shoes up,
swiftly grab my iPod
and slide it into
my arm band,
secure my headphones
and head down the stairs,
failing miserably to make
little noise.
I swing the outside door
closed until I hear the
reassuring “click” that it’s shut.
The long summer grass
is damp
and needs to be mowed,
and someone didn’t shut the gate yesterday.
I close it behind me,
then wait until I reach the
rocky dirt road
to hit “play” on my iPod.
The music picks me up
and I ease into my run,
taking a deep breath,
happy to be outside
in the fresh morning air.
Then
I lose
my step.
Reflex throws my hands
out in front of me
to brace myself.
But soon blood covers them
and a stinging sensation
springs forth from my knee.
Sitting on the lonely,
dirt road,
I look at my knee
and there’s no question;
it’s going to be an ugly scar.