Christmas Boots
I felt the pain increase
dizzying
woesy
It was snowing outside
The snowflakes big and wet
While I lay in the uncomfortable bed
The cream colored plastic railings
Had buttons of different colors on them
The white sheets contrasting
It christmas eve, and I am stuck here
Here with nothing but pain and sickness surrounding me
Wishing me a merry fucking christmas!
My parents walk into the room
Carrying a colorful box with a red bow
When I see the package i fill with excitement, the pain dulling
I had not been expecting them
But it was good to see them, they made the pain go away
If only temporarily
They hand me the big box
And like the five year old i am
I shake it and try and figure out what it is
Open it, my mom calls out to me
Doing as she says, like i always did
I tore through the festive wrapping paper
Tearing off the cover
I throw it across the room
And i see a pair of black new shiny boots look at me
They’re just like santa’s i scream
so excited that i just cant contain myself
They were santas boots, my very own christmas boots
The pain left entirely replaced by faith
calming
believing