Choice
Tethered to a corner street
My back against the point
Blinders keep the past from thought
They hide the self-created refuse
The crumbling gravel
The festering wildlife
Yet, pristine streets lay in front
I see glimmering lights
I hear laughter
I feel happiness
Not next to me
Not within myself
But close enough to reach, to taste
The rough tether on my waist holds me
A frayed thing, worn by invisible hands
Two knots lead behind
The tether tightens
I see darkness
I hear silence
I feel nothing
I taste desperation
I hear footsteps
I feel the rough earth
With each step the earth is smoother
Closer and closer
The light is brighter
I see colors
I hear music
I feel everything
The rope frays