Changing My Life
Everyday seems to become a miracle,
With every task becoming a little more difficult.
While I lay in bed and try to count some sheep,
I hold back tears, trying hard to stay asleep.
I woke up this morning with crust over my eyes,
Maybe today I will become a little bit more wise.
My life flashes before my eyes,
Why, Why, Why?
I go back to the day where death encountered me first,
I can’t hold back tears anymore, I feel like a balloon; I had to burst.
I tell everyone the truth,
Kind of like how chocolate attacks my sweet tooth.
I see everyone’s face turn into shock.
Kind of like I was the star athlete, something they call a Jock.
I show them the fear in my eyes,
again, Why, Why, Why?
Everyday I grow a little older,
wondering why my heart turns colder.
Maybe I will go to the pound,
And that will turn my life around
I came to this conclusion
But I’ll leave it at this to avoid confusion.