Sometimes I just want to disappear.

Would you miss me??

I don't think anyone would.

You don't even miss me when I'm around.

Yeah I know it sounds weird because you would say:

I'm sitting right there but I'm not.

My spirit is else where; Gone with the wind.

My flesh sits while my thoughts and emotions are at home in bed.

I speak to you but it's automated.

You know me but you don't really know me.

I'm with the group but I feel so alone.

So, often I roll alone. 

I feel so disconnected.

It's like someone tripped over the Playstation cord in the middle of a game.

Don't plug it back in though!

....... I'm not really into the games y'all play anyway

- Jay