There has to be a piece of me 

Somewhere, anywhere

I can't seem to find it. 

Slowly turning is everything around me

I can't seem to find my balance.

Think to myself

Is this hell?

No it can't be 

There are worse off than me.

But why

Tell me why

I can't open my mind 

And find some sort of balance.

Hurt, and pain, engulfed in flames

Hidden by my smile

I tell myself it's all alright

But then I can't find my words for a while

Tell me

Tell me 

Can this be real

This feeling I don't want to feel

It's not me

It can't be

Where is the person I once knew as Natalie.