I want to know my mind,
Because it's so deep and extreme.

I can't express....my thoughts. 
Too much stress...
A heart wrenchin pain, in a knot. 

The plot
of my imagination,
Alot of dilly dally.
But a lot of frustration;
I can't even fathom, 
Because I have no concentration. 

The humiliation of what I say,
And what I picture.
Makes the life of everday,
Seem like a messed up mixture. 

My brain flickers on and off,
Like a broken light fixture.