Its being awhile since I saw u
Wonder where life has got u
U left with no trace
Leaving me with a broken heart
What was I to u?
A puppet! Someone u could dribble and play around with
Was I so pathetic dat u decided to punish me
I thought u were my forever
Now I know am just a dreamer

That night u left I was scared
U took d knife pointed it to my chest
I begged u not to go
U said u d kill me
I said to tell me wat to do
Was I too weak?
Is that why u re angry
U looked at me and scoffed
U played with my heart like a football
D only thing was....I was a human with feelings
Is it bad that I cherished u more than my life
U were a rare diamond in my sight that deserved to be protected

I didnt know how wrong I was
U had a sledge hammer
With it u broke my heart into pieces
Now I can't even find d pieces of my broken heart

U destroyed me
Depression is now my friend
U turned me to a drinker
Now I can't stay sober
I thought I was swimming in your love
But d minute u left I was drowning

Ohhh.....how stupid am I
I shouldn't have embarked in this painful journey called love
U were right
Am a failure.....I am d most useless person on earth
Am foolish
I should have listened
I should have known better
I thought u were my end
Now I don't know at all
Am trying to be mad
But all I feel is sadness

D therapist said to talk
Wat's there to talk about
U left with my happiness
Now am filled with bitterness

In the end am just a broken shell