I wish I was older. The common thought of a kid.
Kids are always waiting for tomorrow, for the future.
Kids think that they have a whole life in front of them. That people die when they are old.
I thought the same way.
I had my life planned out.
But plans do not always work out as we want.
A bad decision, a wrong turn, tires screeching, airbags exploding, windows shattering, strong gasoline odor, foggy vision, passengers crying, blood in their arms.
What have I done?
Fortunately they are all alive. Along with the feeling of guilt within me
Guilt, because I had a child’s mentality. I wanted for our plans of the day to continue.
I regret that I was not responsible like I should be. I regret that I couldn’t do anything to prevent it..
Now I realize that every decision has a consequence, that time is the only thing you cannot recover. A car can easily be bought, but not time. If a life would be lost that day, there would be no possibility I could buy it back.
But life continues, my plans are different now.
I was forced to drop classes due to the lack of money that resulted from the event.
I do not aspire for the future to arrive as much as before.
I try to live the moment and let everything fall into place.
I was given another opportunity and realized that my future is not assured
I was given another opportunity to act as an adult, be cautious, responsible, and thankful for every day that is granted along with the loved ones that surround me.
I am not sure if this is considered a poem, but it sure is a way to release trapped emotions.
To everyone reading this be careful, be thankful, and I hope that every goal you have will be achieved.