There are pains rooted inside my heart
that my body can't bare,
There are no pains I have never felt
Even a broken heart had been felt
No way to bury my pains
So faking my Smiles is just ok.

Tried to hide my pain
But all my efforts are just in vain.
Drenches and coldness are now my biggest fear(s),
Not by the rain but by my tears
When will this storm come to an end?
Hmmmn! Embrace me rain, my only friend.

The pain is just too much to bare,
Perception of peace is now a far thought
As situations have become tough to sought
Silently I count my tears,
Silently I cry within and fake the smiles

Life is not always the same
There is sorrow and there is gloom,
There is sadness and there is happiness and smile too
But today, I seek no answers from life
Because I have seen enough to strive

My eyes drops with Silent tears,
I cried behind my smiling mask to hide my tears
If only I chance to remove the mask,
You will see all the pains and agony running through me
I cry for all, I cry for myself
Look beyond my smiling face
And you will see my Silent tears.

Everyone is in pain, yes! Serious pain
The pain in the heart
The pain in the body
The pain in the mind.

Why tell humanity I'm ok
just because I smile with you?
I might smile and look happy,
But behind the scene lies a pool of uncontrollable tears

Could there be a way out?
I smile not because I'm ok ,
Just look beyond this smiles
and you will see my Silent tears.

As the clouds of thunder pour down rain,
The hurt I feel within, the throbbing pain
Tears trickling in a soldier-like motion down my face
Shall rain give me this one embrace?

©® Brown_Sketchys
August 2021