Behind my curtain
I’m so friggin fucked up
Just can’t get out of these dumps
Just can’t get over this hump
And i need a rope
to pull me back up
Or maybe some hope
Or some luck
Or for somebody
To give a fuck
See my smile
Is a lie
It’s the mask I wear
When my soul starts to die
It’s all I can do
Not to cry
Yea I’m crying in my room
And i keep it top secret
Because I gave everybody my heart
And nobody wants
To keep it
Broken winged bird
Who was born without a chance
Little bird screams
But it’s not given a second glance
See depression
Is the oppression
That won’t let my heart be free
Stopped looking for monsters under the bed
Because they are deep inside of me
So i’ll bring this mask named smile
Everywhere I go
So I can put it on
In case the real me starts to show
Behind this smile
You can’t see I’m hurtin
Cause I hide it so well
Behind my curtain