The Beginning
As I looked up I saw a dark path.
One trodden and crossed over, pieces missing here and there.
Yet in the middle stood a light beckoning me to come.
Leading me forward I watched all of my live flash before my eyes.
Moments, seconds, instances all changing another aspect of my life.
So I began contemplating all of my choices and decisions, as my chosen fate was nearing.
Cold swept over me and I was no longer myself,
But the hollow shell of a broken soul watching the events unfold.
Though I pushed and pulled, screamed, yelled and cried I could not return.
The hands that held me were too strong.
They only pulled me down.
Farther and farther until I was staring into the eyes of my inner demons.
Opening their mouths wide with laugher,
I could see nothing but ice cold darkness.
It was then that I knew I was losing this battle and being overcome.
Forces of nature just saw fit to make me feel every bit of what I gave.
Good became bad and bad became good.
Light was becoming dark.
All around me seeing the changes in people.
Everyone doubting me, staring at me;
No faith, no trust, and no hope.
Pieces started breaking more and more.
Now I know I can’t fight anymore.
Bowing slowly I began my forfeit.
As I saw fit to give up and lose the battle;
A sudden flash of light thrust me up into another plane.
In this plane there was nothingness.
But in this nothingness I found within me a solution,
And the power to fight.
I gathered all my strength, power, spirit, and force and fought my hardest.
Throwing up my sword of light and my shield of spirit I saw the inner struggle reversed.
No longer am I the victim, but the victor and survivor.
And my journey through my new life has only truly just begun.
This the beginning of what I hope is the new end.