Because I'm light

Wed, 04/01/2015 - 21:26 -- Hobodia

Because I'm light

The brights don't fear me
They feel they can accept because I'm not "them"
Because I'm light
Blacks won't hear me
I don't know the struggle of being black
Because my skin is not dark
So rather than being accepted by 2 I am neglected by two
One in a "you're cool for being black"
And the other 
"You aren't black cuz your mom's white"
Not really a struggle, more of a lifestyle
But this is not about me 
This is about the ignorance
How can we as the African American census population 
Because regardless of the shade of my skin
My roots are brown as the tree
Expect respect from others 
When we don't respect ourselves
When the word nigga drools out of our mouth like the saliva we feel when our women dance in the music videos
I understand we are angry 
But can we get over something that we did not experience ourselves
Something hundreds of years ago
When we forgive without receiving an apology 
There will be no choice but respect
 
In Understanding the events occurring today
Mike Brown getting fired
And Mike Brown getting murdered
Because skin is brown but who knows the real reason for both
Showing the ways of ghandi would be a true sign of courage 
Not standing down, but standing up
Showing them not violence
But peace
A piece of us they would respect
A piece they would not fear
A piece the world can look at and think 
"We all are equal"
Wishing we were color blind
Maybe then peace would be in the world
Claps for the truly blind
They strictly judge off what they've heard
 
You don't have to like me 
You don't even have to hear me 
But you WILL respect me
Ignorance is very much alive in the society today
Since when is it ok to tell someone "I hate them but oh not you"
Or or "I'm scared of groups of black people but I'm ok with one or two" 
Or the infamous 
the infamous "it's ok I have black friends"
I may be swirl but with the chocolate I identify
They're the side that raised me right
Only had one white in my life all my life
That's my beautiful mother
With beautiful blue eyes
And beautiful light skin
And guess who raised her too..
We shouldn't give a reason to fear but a reason to love
Not that they should judge just by the color of the skin 
NO ONE CAN HELP THE WAY THEY LOOK THEY WERE BORN THAT WAY
We have children trying to bleach themselves
When it is the world that should bleach their hearts
Erase the hate
And ignorance
It's just sad man
 
This never ending cycle of sin is based solely on skin
How can we win as a nation
As a human race
Because if we are racist
We really judge ourselves
The human race is the only one that matters
We shouldn't have to fill out race
Or ethnicity 
Regardless the benefits 
It just divides us more
 
I know if we could turn back the hands of time
Many would remove slavery all together
Many would not
But what we need to understand is that everything happens for a reason
There is no mistake in history
The past of the country we have learned from but if we don't continue changing our ways this may be the last of our country 
A kingdom divided
Man it cannot stand
This is kingdom business
 
Stereotypes.
Judging people before knowing them. 
False reasoning.
Being scared of an image you portray is far less frightening than be scared of walking home alone because of the color of your skin
Being scared that you will be followed when walking around a store
Being scared that your only son may be killed before he reaches the age of 18 
Being scared that the girl you just slept with will be trusted over you on false accusations 
All because the flesh is ....
Brown. 
Not even black.
Funny we thought having a man in the White House who wasn't 100% might change the way things are viewed. 
 
What it's like to be a black man in a white country 
Only 8% of the population knows.
I .. Do not.
 
The fact that I had to bowdlerize this piece 
In order to keep pieces from being thrown at me at the end
And Prevent my car from being torn to pieces 
But Because I'm light I feel wrath from the darkness and absence
Fight with our words 
Use our intelligence to fight 
But if I were to continue talking about my own skin
This world may never be right. 
This poem is about: 
Me
My family
My community
My country

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