I never really wanted children, in fear they might suffer like I have.
Alas, the love of my life wants a child, and to have a family with me.
Will I be good enough??
Will my love stay??
How can I tell him no??
All he ever wanted to do was to prove he would be a good father.
And I've never wanted to be a terrible mother.
All I know is when it happens,
Nothing will stop me from being the best I can be.