Attention, Attention

Attention, attention, ANFD
another nigga found dead.
Sirens serenade seemingly silent still-lifes,
but this is real life, get the picture?
On the T-shirt, we first glorify the streets,
We first glorify the streets,
while the people with some sort of intelligence,
know sidewalks are the best path to walk.
I chose to walk the empty road, not because I'm a rebel
but the mold is a bit tight and ya boy wants some freedom.
I have the soul of the phoenix,
burning in my soul is a passion to change myself and the world
burning with the same sort of love for humanity
as the Chicago mother for her son
who's name, face, memory will be soon erased,
a victim of culture misguided,
the only cultivation or acculturation he'll ever know is his return to dust.
It's just ashes to ashes with another one.
Not so lucky, but happy-go-lucky little girls,
double dutch delightfully, dancing delicately over the 
blood-drenched streets that don't stain so easy
unlike the black tops draped in white sheets 
because homeboy looked at me wrong and met his maker.
Bang, bang.
Attention, attention, ANFD.
Another nigga found dead.
When we said leave your mark on the world, we didn't mean leave scars.
Whoever said the pen was mightier than the sword
obviously didn't realize that a gun will shut you up faster than legislation.
With no hesitation, triggers get pulled,
Families get flanked, ganked, spanked, smacked with funeral fees
that only dough boy money could pay for.
Mama always told him he'd pay for his actions,
But when reality decided to drop by and cash her check,
he was paying for a casket.
Living by the gun only leads to dying like a fool,
just a cog being manipulated by the tools
or the more colloquially accepted, the system.
We have this rhythm but it's not keeping up to the beat
of the ancestral song that screams
I love me some me and you,
rather we're moving with the machine,
a slow life-purging device that works from the inside out,
It's not taking our shelter, clothes or food,
It strips our souls and minds to the tabula rasa,
and writes "Shun your feelings."
And so that fourth element, 
the quintessential need that always get left out,
Love is gone. 
Attention, Attention, ANFD
Another nigga found dead.
Another nigga found dead, or might as well be,
he doesn't know what it takes to be a man and never will.
Never will he question himself because it's what he knows.
He plays the game according to his own rules 
with little regards for his fellow players.
I on the other hand had to take matters in my own hand,
a militant solider in the war against fuck niggardy.
I stand for chivalry. 
I stood looking in the mirror at the man who I used to be
put the 9 to the reflection, almost considered it 
"self-destructive."
Our eyes connected, fear manifests itself in the eyes of the weaker.
I used my gun as a redefining tool.
Bang. Bang.
Attention. Attention. ANFD
Another nigga found dead,
in his place stands a black man.

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