An attempt to start a conversation.

 

Question is answered by her, and attempt is shut down.

 

She has so much fun with other people, talks with other people.

 

An attempt to be another person.

 

She doesn't even notice.

 

Not like she pays attention to what I do.

 

An attempt to give her a gift.

 

She asks what for.

 

I HAVE NO REASON PREPARED BRUH SHE DOESN'T USUALLY ASK.

 

For existing, is the answer my body decide to tell her.

 

Okay, she says.

 

An attempt to talk to her again.

 

It hasn't happened yet.

 

I'm scared if she will shut it down again.

 

An attempt to play tic-tac-toe like we did last semester.

 

Also hasn't happened yet.

 

Haven't found the right time to ask her.