Asleep
Slow paced voice with no energetic behavior
Sitting in a chair all day
Like Charles Xavier
Just a bit hazier
And a lot more crazier
LIke I’ve gone buck wild
Still playing around,
Trying to stay a child
Livin’ life like it’s still a daydream
I know I’m asleep
‘Cuz nothing’s what it seems
Like,
I still have no problems and worries
And after I wake, I’m in a hurry
Rushing throughout the days
So I can come back and take in all of my amaze
It’s amazing how we can project a life-like image
Or a Timmy Turner nightmare of eating Spinach
But we won’t say good riddance
Because a goodbye isn’t just a ticket out the door
But a goodnight is a farewell kiss plus a snore
A dream-like state is what brought Martin to his character
Stating our voices is what should be registered
She called me out one night
and I waited in a fearful freight
Come to find out she’s leaving me
Even though she became my need
I thought I could get her back
Couldn’t believe that she left someone who would stay intact
Just might
If I say she’s right
But Not Obviously
because it’s a prophecy I just can't see
It was over right then and there
She attacked me only because I cared
Beat me with her swears
But who knows?
I can’t tell by the way she shows
Maybe the impact of her intolerance was something of the normal
As if always calling me out was a way to be immortal
So I tell her how it is
Now it’s how it was
Must admit,
I really liked the buzz
and the buttons that I pressed
When she yelled at me,
Had to get it out my chest
Night after night it stopped being we
or us
Love or lust
We were together
It was our trust
Forget the crush
Because it crushed my heart
When I found out I pulled us apart
And now I don't love her at all anymore
But I know I've messed up bad
That's for sure
I was the lure
Poison
And not the cure
Unless I helped not to be so insecure
But I can't right now
Because now I'm not here
Just to think what a year almost brought us
But to realize I was the one who really stopped us