Are Drugs My Friend Or My Enemy
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Thoughts of drugs swim through my head
I feel inside some burning lead
Right now im clean but I feel so hallow
I’m finding out how hard reality is to swallow
I miss my friends that brought me serenity
They created in me a whole new identity
They made me happy when nothing else could
They were there for me when no one else would
How could I love something that ruined my life so
These cravings are hard and they make me feel low
How can I stay away from these drugs that I love
I think I’ll need help from more than what’s high above
I want to be happy but how is that possible
I know my last path is really un-crossable
But where will I find this so called joy
I haven’t even felt that since I was a boy
I feel hurt and lost without the other me
Even though the other me was not a good thing to be
But nonetheless I still feel sad and gone
Still I have to wake up every dawn
And act like the past was never there
Because when I think on it it’s hard to bear
Life goes on and it’s all the same
But every day I experience this like it’s all a game