Anxiety
When I was little I had a dragon
He didn’t have a name
Or maybe he did and I can’t remember
Because I would rather forget
He was always there
Keeping me company late at night
Or in a busy mall
Or with my family
And I hated him
“Why won't you leave me alone?”
I would cry
He never would respond
I sought to conquer my dragon
But I was too young to know how to do it by myself
My mother gave me a book one day
She said it was time that we defeat this dragon together
But by then I had grown too old
The dragon was now entangled with me
I had grown and with him
He was knotted around me like a weed
Slowly growing bigger
I didn’t know a life without the dragon
My mother gave me a pen one day
We wrote together
I wrote the stories of my dragon
Ones where he made everything in my world feel strange and scary
Together, my mother and I rewrote the stories
I had my toolkit
We wrote everyday
And one day the dragon was written out of the story
When I was little I had a story
One without a dragon in it
One that I made myself