Anhedonia
Behind the smoke I beg for it to be a high
The mirrors show a pageant queen, doe eyes, a glimmering smile
But with all the pompous in the world, I could never be, she
I am crumbling
A lack of everything on earth has led me to concave
All I desire, is to have reality to be my nightmare
And my fantasies to be tangible
I am emotionless
Faceless
Voiceless
After you smudge away my face