Amend
She chases her demons and they chase her back .
It’s not circular like a quarter mile track .
When she hits Jack ... he always hits back .
She knows she can’t win ... yes it’s a fact .
The light of the day highlights all the fatigue and pain .
When it’s dark she gets to wander again .
She’ll never answer about where she’s been
She refuses to answer this line again.
She’s my neon angel and she... let’s my heart dangle .
No one else sees the affliction like me .
It’s my brand of crazy that thinks she wants to be free.
No one believes it and even lately not me .
The tattoos tell stories of good times and bad .
RIP Jake that ones just sad .
She lost that boy when he was just ten .
She promised that she’d never open again .
Every once in a while she takes me for a ride .
Sometimes I’m sure that I see where it hides .
Then a blink or a quick look away .
She’s tamped it back down and that’s where it stays .
She’s my neon angel and she... let’s my heart dangle .
No one else sees the affliction like me .
It’s my brand of crazy that thinks she wants to be free.
No one believes it and even lately not me .
Sarcasm and bong hits sure dull the brain
At least she stopped putting a hole in the vein .
Her anger gets going like a runaway train .
This is her hurt and she polishes the pain .
My neon angel who can’t just let it be .
She wants nothing that is possible to give .
She won’t give in but won’t let herself win .
My very own lost cause cause I myself am not free.