All in self ...
Proverbs 18:1
18 One who has isolated himself seeks his own desires;
he rejects all sound judgment.
All in self
It is so strange ... when one does wrong
and harms my thoughts and make me fall.
The first thing that comes to my mind
is that I’m hurt ... and opposed by all.
It seems that Satan in his ways
loves division and under-girds my flaws.
So that I isolate myself from the fold
as I stray and ache ... flapping my jaws.
I stand alone far from the crowd
as gazing to an opposing foe.
All appear alike in this emotional mess
as all are to blame for hurting my soul.
Until my conscience gets a hold
of the emotions deep in me
and I return to where I belong
the only “Way” I ought to be.
Jan Wienen